2010

Dear 2010,
I can not classify you as "One of the best" years of my life.
But, I can classify you as "One of the most Important and Hardest" years of my Life.
You taught me about life consequences.
You taught me about being alone in the real world.
You taught me no matter what my family loves me.
You taught me to work hard.
You taught me to grow up.
You taught me to mature.
You let me test my wings.
You let me fail.
You let me learn.
You let me hurt
You let me heal.
You let me reflect.
You showed me tough love.
I have never been more humbled in my life, then by you 2010.
You were my wake up call from the real world.
I am now a year older.
though not even an inch taller.
And in this coming year I hope to make you proud 2010.
No matter how much I wanted you to be like 2009,
or how much I wanted you to skip forward to 2016.
I know see the purpose you served.

In 2011 I hope to:
Be more humble, kind and loyal
Regain a friend or two.
Make a friend or two.
Start at UVU or U of U.
Learn to be a teacher
Learn to take a better photo.
Speak out for what I believe in.

Happy New Years Everyone.

Happy Christmas Eve!

Today is a day of MUSIC
But unlike you "Traditional" people.
I'm not listening to Christmas music.
BUT! I am Listening to a Christmas CD:)
My good friend Ruth (http://rootypatooty-chapstick.blogspot.com/)
recorded her beautiful voice on a CD for my Christmas present:)
She is Amazing!
You can check out her music by going here=http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/pages/Ruthie-Von/172579272782370

My personal Favorite is her cover of "I'm good, I'm gone"

So SONG of the Day.....
I'm good, I'm gone - Lykke Li / Ruthie Von
You went away- Tegan and Sara

Love

Please play "Making Memories of us"

Kristopher & Amy

"For Time

And All

Eternity"

12-4-2010

Bordem...YES. Cleaning my room...NO.

Kristopher and Amy visited tonight.

Amy talked with me about boys, Christmas, worries, pizza, weddings, etc.

Kristopher told be to hush so he could hear the ref's call....

Brothers!

But he is my only brother and I do love him:)

Just don't be talking about boys during his football game lol

P.S. I really enjoy having a sister:)

Amy is fully suportive of my HOT pink and orange colored wedding, dying my hair strange colors and is in agreement that Kristopher no longer gets his fun christmas present:)

Waiting.

So...I'm currently waiting for Brian to come.
He said he wanted to drop by between 1 and 2....
I'm not a patient person....
NO SIR!

So while waiting I:
Crocheted a scarf for a certain someone.
My scarf is only about half as long as it should be....
Christmas is in three days.
Oh dear... I may be in trouble:/
Where are magical elves when you need them?!?!?
Talked to Ella.
Ella is my cat.
I told her all my worries and woes.
She didn't seemed too worried
The again, she went to sleep while I ranted..
Not a good sign I think.
Listened to "T-in the Park"
"T-in the Park" is a musical festival held in Scotland.
The Killer's played there in 2009.
There is something magical about hearing a band live (or recorded live)
You can just feel the tremble of Brandon Flower's voice in your heart.
Or at least...
I can.
P.S. it is 1:51....
I am so not patient:(

Maybe

It's a "maybe" kind of day.

Songs to Listen to:

Maybe Tomorrow- Stereophonics

Maybe- Ingrid Michaelson

Walk Away (Maybe)- Good Charlotte

Friendship Food

I bought some T.G.I. Friday mozzarella sticks the other night from Winco.

I have decided Mozzarella sticks are the kind of food you eat with a friend.

It's not a solo food.

Solo food is:
chips

cold pizza

a glass of OJ.

Mozzarella sticks are defiantly at food to be

shared with a friend.

Song of the Day: Sea Green, See Blue- Jaymay

KamERON, Ruth-not-Ruthie and ME!

Last night Ruth, KamERON and I went to see Harry Potter 7.

We had the WHOLE theater to ourselves,

Which was good because Ruth is always loud at movies.

We always sit in the same order too.

Kam- Ruth-Kayla

I can't sit by Kam because he always smirks when I jump.

He also SHHH!'s me when I'm loud....

This makes NO sense what so ever since Ruth jumps even more then I do and Ruth is prone to yelling out her feelings at the movie scream in a volume you would deem appropriate for a football game.

My "loud" movie voice never gets louder then a whisper.

I guess there are perks to being Kam's girlfriend :/

Plus I enjoy sitting by Ruth because then we can be loud together.

Ruth is the first friend I've ever had who will sit in a theater and discuss what is happening, rather then SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!-ing me :)

Top 5 Favorite Ruth Outburst:

*"YOU SKANK!" -Easy A

The Girl behind us were deeply outraged and Kam was deeply red colored.

*" NO! Wait! AHHH!" - Hereafter

Ruth was traumatized by the actress being bashed into everything by the wave.

*"JUST FALL ALREADY!" -Inception

Followed by....

*"LAME!!!!!!!!!!!"

*" SHE'S DEAD!" - Harry Potter 7

Ruth didn't like the snake in the dead lady. Oops spoiler alert!

For more about RUTH! go to her blog-

http://rootypatooty-chapstick.blogspot.com/

For more about Kam-..... Hope I write about him again soon:)

Song of the Day: O' Children -Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds

Human

*For reasons unknown,

HUMAN by The Killers makes me think of Christmas time.

It makes me think of snowy roads, red scarfs and brown boots.

It makes me want to bundle up and go dance in a snow storm.

It makes me want to slowly drive down icy roads and admire every one's Christmas tree through the front window.

It REALLY makes me want to buy a pair of FLUFFY earmuffs.

I'm not sure though if I'm a FLUFFY earmuff kind of girl....but I want some:)

Song of the Day: Human- The Killers

*Reasons Unknown- The Killers, is also wonderful:)

Side Note: I want to go on a road trip.

The beach would be LOVELY!

I would settle for St. George though I guess...

But I REALLY want to feel sand and sea shells

Maybe even more then I want FLUFFY earmuffs.

Anyone feel the same?

I will take a trip.

I want to run away to Salt Lake City.

Something in the air speaks to me of freedom

The wind whispers of new beginnings

The sun shines down warm hope.

A freedom to be as different or as same as I want to be.

Today the fog lift in Salt Lake City

Maybe Salt Lake City can lift my fog.

A Few Good Songs:

Read My Mind- The Killers

Konstantine- Something Corporate

Her Morning Elegance- Oren Lavie

This is a Redo.When Did We Grow Up?

The posts of things I wish were longer.

* Wedding Bells*
-Kristopher and Amy are married.
-"Muddy Wedding Dress Train Cleaner" is officially on my resume.
- I'm more comfortable behind a camera then in front.
- I'm a pro. at reception lines ( Just don't ask Melissa)
- Amy= Bride! Julie= Bridesmaid! Don't mix up!
- I'm so happy for Kristopher and Amy.
-This post doesn't do them justice :(

* Primary*
-Today I was asked to substitute Primary.
-It was the best two hours I have ever spent in church.
- Later that day I was called to be a Primary Teacher.
-I am truly blessed.

*Fog*
-Song Of The Day: Fog- Radiohead
There's a little child
Running round this house
And he never leaves
He will never leave
And the fog comes up from the sewers
And glows in the dark
Baby alligators in the sewers grow up fast
Grow up fast
Anything you want it can be done
How did you go bad?
Did you go bad?
Did you go bad?
**Somethings will never wash away
Did you go bad?
Did you go bad?

Today

Today:
I coughed up a lung..maybe even 2....
I tried to love my hair
I tried to love my brides maid dress...
I tried to reach Krystal.

Then:
I still was coughing up lungs
I didn't love my hair
I banished my dress to the closet
I asked Krystal if she was alive.

That's what she said:
Krystal said "No"

After:
I found puff, while still coughing up lungs
I didn't clean my room
I watched "Looney Toons"
I watched "Inception"

Inception:
Makes my head hurt...in a good way.
Makes me watch for strange things and then connect strange things,
until the strange things are normal.
Yet they aren't normal....
I'm not normal
I don't want to listen to country love songs.

Ponders:
How many times do we re-do something in life?
Do we come back again and again until we do it right?

Limbo:
I'm stuck in limbo when it comes to ANYTHING creative
I can't edit pictures.
I can't crochet
I can't even color a silly picture of a duck.
I wish I knew how to knit.

Wrong:
What did I do?

Song of the day:
Never Enough- Holiday Parade

You had better Shape up.

So ever since watching the second episode of GLEE!
I have had "You're the one that I want" stuck in my head.
After that, the Floodgates broke and now all these songs from musicals are flooding in.
There's no blizzard in Utah county, but there's a flood of musical numbers!

Forget about the Boy- Thoroughly Modern Millie
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKlkCKIg0Es
Made a Classic by the band boys :)

Holding out for a Hero- Footloose
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lc6zCpiGoUA
Lorelle:)

You're the One that I want- Grease
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zHFbhhi_XVc
Thanks GLEE


On My Own- Les Miserables
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2qcxDxem1s&feature=fvst
Once again GLEE!

Once Upon a December - Anastasia
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzM4YOfuCuw
My childhood friend and I use to dance around her living room, belting this out at the top of our lungs.

Sunrise, Sunset- The Fiddler on the Roof
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLLEBAQLZ3Q
My Daddy would sing this too me


Think of Me- Phantom of the Opera
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXDonUxBxig&feature=related
Phantom of The Opera has many amazing songs but this has always been the one to get stuck in my mind

Seasons of Love- RENT
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tCd7SKBDYg
I remember Andy, and other friends, sang this our 9th grade year in Choir.
Andy was always humming it on the bus.

Can you tell I have a cold?

Section of Selection

Late to the Party

Glee:

*I now see the happiness it brings.

*It makes me wish I could sing and dance around.

*Glee also provides one with a great selection of funny quotes.



Music:

*I'm no good at finding those new songs, like many of my friends

*I just ride the the "popular train" when it comes by.

*Or I copy what my friends are in love with

*I also enjoy listen to the same old songs over and over.

*That's just me.

*I'm no good at this music stuff.



Hair:

Please don't even ask.....

Name Game

Jason West - Secret Life of Brett Colton

Jason Marcus- Hereafter

Atticus - To Kill a Mockingbird

Kennedy

Max - Where the Wild Things Are

James

Elizabeth - Pride and Prejudice

Jenny - The Killers

Sam- L.o.t.R & The Killers

Jess- Gilmore Girls

Emma

Taylor

Lucy- The Beatles & Narnia

Chris

Jake

SONG OF THE DAY: I don't wanna to be in Love ( Anthem) - Good Charlotte

Wheezy

I seem to have caught something....

sadly it is not a duck:(

But a cold.

Mr. Cold has decided to awaken the monster inside me.

ASTHMA!

My not so pretty monster had been quietly slumbering deep inside since April.

Mr. Cold decided he had slept long enough.

So now I huff and puff and wheeze.

Stupid wheezy!

I sound like a chain smoker and I can't go 5 minutes with out coughing, choking and gasping.

This means that out comes my some what geeky sidekick

Puff. (inhaler)

Puff is like a socially awkward friend.

You love him so much!

but gosh he can be embarrassing!

But you can't just ditch your friend.

that's not nice.

On the side now....

* I don't have a picture of my and Puff, so stay tune.

* Tomorrow I am going to be a creeper.

I'm gonna go walk around the streets of SLC and take pictures of random people.

I am a bit scared and I am worried about storms :/

So you may have to stay tune for that too....

* Thoroughly Modern Millie is stuck in my head

P.S. It's closing night of FOOTLOOSE at Timpanogos High School.

7 PM! You really should go.

My favorite is Alana as Rusty:)

Bean, Lorelle and Caleb are great too:)

* I'm making a grey scarf now.

I finally tied up my last blanket and decided what to do with it :/

* Song of the Day: How to Save a Life

*I believe that is all....

Music

We're caught in the Crossfire

A Heaven and Hell
Hours pass, and she still counts the Minutes

That I am not there
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way

I don't wanna be in love

And I don't understand all the things you've seen

You and your big dream

Credit: Brandon Flowers, Taylor Swift, Jack's Mannequin, Good Charlotte, Something Corporate, Ruth, and Kameron

Crossfire

Around 3 AM
most people are asleep
I'm not most people....
I was awake and restless
My Kitty didn't want to cuddle
My feet were cold
and a strange light was glowing through the window.
Luckily my chair was soft and comfy
and I found the remote.
*click*
Oh my....
It's Brandon Flowers
On a Jay Leno re-run.

Brandon Flowers sung me to sleep.

R.I.P. Red Box

Hello, My name is Kayla Cannon and I...
Can't ever seem to return a Redbox movie within 24 hours!!!
In fact I seem to hang on to them til I could have just gone to walmart and bought it for keeps :/

So I got NETFLIX!
(On mii wii...I'm just so funny)

Want to know what I'm excited to INSTANTLY watch on my Wii????

#1... GLEE!!!!!!!!!
(I have never seen it because I refuse to start watching something in the middle! I have to start at Season 1 episode 1)

#2 VEGGIE TALES:)

#3 Bugs Bunny

#4 ARTHUR!!!!!

Anyone starting to see a theme????

#5 Princess and the Frog

#6 HEY! Arnold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( I love that football head!)

#7 Planet 51
ONLY because it plays "Spaceman" by THE KILLERS..... two WHOLE times!

#8 PONYO!!!!!!!!!!
If you have never seen Ponyo then SHAME ON YOU!

#9 Footloose
Thanks THS...

#10 500 days of Summer!
Day 738 is going great.....
(FYI: That number is fictional)


ANYONE HAVE SUGGESTIONS FOR MOVIES/ TV SHOWS TO LOOK UP????????

Prideful as ever

It's a Pride and Prejudice day.

I'm currently ( Always have been...) in love with the Kira Knightly version.

Nothings better for pain, then a Jane Austen tale of "love"

I love how this story is not Sappy.

I really have no need for sap today

Then again I'm sure many of you could argue this is a very sappy movie...

But I find no sap in it today.

Sadly I must turn off my movie ( right as it's getting to the good part...), log of the computer and go pick up Aidan.

-Me

Ooops

I haven't blogged today.
and yet...
Now I have.

Goals

Apparently BLOGGER no longer will allow me to paste things....
I had a great quote from Elizabethtown (that had nothing to do with goals) that I wanted to share:(

Any Who,

Goal: Blog everyday ( Though my life is not that exciting people!)

Additional Goal: Add a picture or two for Carmen

Question: Dose this post count for the day?

Photoshop

Today is November 17th 2010
Two years ago EXACTLY I did my first "Photo shoot"
I had always had my camera with me and would take, to every ones GREAT annoyance, a million pictures of my friends, but this was the first time I took "posed" pictures.

Photo Shoot: Rock Stars
Models: Kam, Jose and Jason.

Jose was all for being a rock star, but Kam and Jason took some convincing...
Jason had burnt his finger that day and was cranky
Kam just hates pictures. period.
I think it helped that Katie needed these pictures for her photo class:)

"Ethnic Accident"

As you can see,

I took these pictures with a simple "point and shoot" digital camera and I forgot to take the date stamp off....Oops!

P.S. Katie is also a wonderful photographer! Check her out! http://katiechristinaphotography.blogspot.com/

Something We All Need

I need (really want...) to do a photo shoot that means something!
Don't get me wrong! I love my fun fantasy photo shoots with my friends...
But, I want to create a picture that some one can look at and draw strength or hope or power from it.
I want to touch someone's life. ( really I'd settle for touching a minute of their day)

Theme: Waiting for a Change

So as I sit here at my computer with photo editing mind block...

*I think of the exact people I would want to Shoot ( with a camera) if I was brave enough to ask them.

*I read Carman Thorley's blog (http://www.coffeeflavouredsatire.blogspot.com/) because her words in a strange way always make me feel brave.
p.s. You really should check out her blog :)

* I play the song "How to Save a Life" by: The Fray repeatedly through my head

* I also may ponder "Raise Your Glass" by: PINK

*I don't text

* I make lots and lots of grammar, spelling and punctuation mistakes

* I mostly just sit, think, dream and feel increasingly un-brave.

I really want to make a change, ya know?

Calvin and Susie

I've never been sure why... but Susie and Calvin ( Calvin and Hobbes)

always remind me of myself and my friend Andy.

Maybe it's because we met in 1st grade and had a love/hate relationship:)

The funny things is Andy is in no way like Calvin.

But when you put Calvin with Susie, I'm automatically reminded of school days past.

Though it was probably me copying his math answers rather then the other way around

And He never through slush balls at me.

But we did have quite a few comical fights on the play ground.

Too bad Bill Watterson never drew Calvin and Susie grown up :(

Because we have long since left the playgrounds of 1st grade.

Things To Avoid When Dating...

When Dating...

*Avoid spilling your water bottle all over your sweater when your date is about to arrive in five minutes

*When wearing a sweater.... have a tee shirt under it, NOT a tank top :/

*If you pick the meeting spot, make sure you know how to give direction to it.

*New shoes are not recommended if you plan to be walking all over.

*Don't lose your phone...

On a side note

*Urban Outfitter is the COOLEST store:)

And the BEST when you have to hurry and buy a replacement sweater:)

*Salt Lake City is BEAUTIFUL at night:)

*Apricot Chicken at Olive Garden is YUMMY!

*Laughing Stock at the OBT Theater is a MUST see:)

Dear World... Am I that pathetic?

So I got hooked on "Dawson's Creek"...
The question is: Why?
Possible Answer: I'm pathetic.

But I must ask....

Do guys really punch out the guy who kissed their girlfriend behind their back?

When you look out your window at the moon and stars, is the person your thinking of really doing the exact same thing?

Dose patient girl always get her guy?

Dose the "good" guy win the girl from the not-as-good-but-still-great guy?

Dose anyone really have a romantic-non-awkward first kiss?

Yes, I am well aware I am kind of pathetic...but I mean really! I just don't see those things happening a lot in the real world.

Ruth-not-Ruthie

EVERYBODY

needs

a

"Ruth"

This is MY "Ruth"

( I do have to share her with Kam though...)

Ruths are good for a great deal of things

Or at least MY Ruth is...

*Ruths help you embrace you childhood dreams of riding ponies

even if you get cold feet...

*Ruths understand when you just have to rant

sometimes she even lets me say a mean thing and doesn't hold it against me because she knows I'm just fired up and rally I am a nice person...really...I am.

*Ruths take you to your very first backyard concert

or very first concert ever....

*Ruths understand your crazy need to feed ducks

and the urge to scream when they "shoot" at you....

*Ruths NEVER complain about your driving

though she may be screaming silently in her head....

*Ruths understand the need to find a black rose

Kams do too...

*Ruths are good at understanding your need to find "Charles" the English man

too some point...lol

* Ruths will support your side when you get into debates with Kams

Shaved face vs. shaved legs

*Ruths share music with you

She also will put up with your lack of knowledge when it comes to music...

* Ruths understand the addiction cotton candy can create

:)

Ruths though sometimes have to have surgery on their mouths.....

So Kaylas write blogs about Ruths in hopes of her feeling better.

Because EVERYBODY needs a Ruth

So we really try hard to make sure they don't die.....

:)

The Beauty And The Big Bro: A Love Story

This is AMY

AKA: The Beauty

(If you were smart, you met her in "His Heart Bleeds Blue". If you are dumb...then you didn't...)










This is Monkey Butt

AKA: The Big Bro

AKA: Kristopher

Incase you have not heard, they have decided to get

*MARRIED*

It is a short(who would have thought Big Bro. could move so fast???) but Romantic ( if Amy tells it) *LOVE STORY *

Since Amy has no idea I am writting this, so she can not possibly tell it herself, I will give you a quick run through of the ...

*LOVE STORY*

By: Lil' Sis

* Big Bro serverd a misson in Indiana

* Amy is from Indiana

* BUT Amy goes to BYU, Which is in Utah...

* LUCKILY Amy went home to Indiana for the summer :)

* The last area Elder Big Bro served in was a YSA Studnet area

*This means Elder Big Bro and his companion did everything the YSA College kids did.

* So this is how Elder Big Bro came to be at FHE where Amy was attending, while home for the summer :)

NOW HOLD ON ONE SECOND!

CLEARR THOSE BAD THOUGTHS OUT OF YOUR MIND!

Elder Big Bro was a good missionary and Amy is a good girl, so nothing "romantic" happned. This is just how they first met.

* Elder Big Bro and Amy talk for about 5 seconds...

* Both claim the other hated them... silly Elder Big Bro and Amy :)

* Big Bro comes home to Utah July 27th.

* Amy is still in Indiana ( I think...)

* Amy soon comes back to Utah for the start of school

* Big Bro offers to help Amy move into her apartment.

* It took Big Bro about 8 hours to help Amy "move in" and all she needed help with was one big desk.... hmmm

* Big Bro, Amy and Sean hike to the "Y".

* Big Bro LIES to Amy about having to go home to an empty house * :'( *, so Amy takes pity on him and agrees to go to a movie with him.

* Big Bro finds excuses to visit Amy every day

* Excuses like: " Amy needs a laptop and dosen't have a car" and "Amy has a Headache and needs meds."

* Soon we never see Big Bro no more :(

* Big Bro likes Amy

* Amy likes Big Bro

* Amy ends up owing roomates Ice cream ;)

* Big Bro relaizes that he loves Amy

* Big Bro want to be with Amy forever

* Amy feels the same :)

* They decide they want to be together forever

* Big Bro FORGETS to tell Lil' Sis he is proposing.... :/

* Big Bro and Amy go pick out a ring

* Amy's roomates quickly make themselves dissappear from her apartment

* Big Bro is late for work.... So he calls and tells a Traffic Fib

* Big Bro tells Amy he loves her and asks her to be his wife for enterity

* Amy says... YES!

* Lil' Sis has no clue this is evern happening.... >:(

* Big Bro finally remembers to call Lil' Sis :)

* This story has no end:) You must have forgot they are going to be together FOREVER

* This chapter though, will end December 4th or 18th ( don't ask) at the Jordan River or Timpanogos Temple.

So there you go:)

*There is a chance I may have gotten somethings wrong... but I tried my best to remember how everything went:)

Teenage pregnancy.

Do you remember in High School:
Health Class?
or Adult Roles?
or Home EC.?
or some class!!!!
where they gave you and a "spouse" :
a robot baby doll?
or an egg?
or a sack of flour?
or a normal doll?

And those crazy teachers said that for a week you were going to experience
The Life of a Teenage Parent?

They said you would:
Get up at 3 AM to "feed"
"Change" diapers every two hours
"Find a Sitter" if you wished to go out
Rock the baby as he/she "cried"



Now I ask you.....

Who locked their baby in their locker?
Who skipped a 3 AM feeding?
Who just let their "partner" have it the whole time so they would get a good grade?
Who gave it to their friends to watch...and then their friends dropped the flour baby and it spilled all over the band room? Never mind...
Who REALLY changed a "diaper" ?
Who really found a "sitter" and didn't just leave it in their room?

The answer: ME! YOU! THEM! and then NOT ME,YOU, or THEM to the last two.....

Don't get me wrong I'm sure out there some people really did everything to a perfect "T" ...but not many of us did.



So what I'm trying to say is that I don't think we really got the idea....
We skipped somethings, sluffed others and just plain forgot about the rest.
We scribbled quick diary logs for the past week, five minutes before it was due.
In the end we got a grade, handed our baby back ( or made it into a cake), and thought
"Wow...that was..Interesting..."
and then we moved on with the rest of our lives.



BASICALLY: We didn't learn our lesson.

So.... I think High Schools should give out newborn baby Kittens....

His Heart Bleeds Blue

Sooooo the house is very quiet....


Wanna know why???


Big Bro is not here....


Wanna know where he is?


BYU.


Yes, I'm sure lots of you are saying "So what?"


"Kris Loves BYU!"


"Kris bleeds BLUE!"


"Why on earth dose it matter or come as a surprise that he is at BYU????"


I WILL TELL YOU WHY!!!!!!!!!!


My Big Bro


IS NOT there for sports!


IS NOT there for schooling!


IS NOT there for their AMAZING ice cream! (which I have never had :/ )


My Big Bro is there... for a GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!


YES PEOPLE!


A GIRL!





Sadly "Big Bro" declined to comment on this SHOCKING turn of events....


(and I mean SHOCKING! SHOCKING! SHOCKINGLY!)





This means that my Big Bro is grown up....


Girls no longer have cooties!


Now.... Girls= YIPPY!





(Yes, this Blog post should have been written when he was like 17...but SHHH! He was a little late to the I GIRLS group.)





WE have always said all WE want is for Big Bro to just date a girl and get married...but idk anymore....


I think I may drop out of the "WE" club.


I miss my Big Bro......


Can we go back to girls have cooties????


I don't know if I like this growing up deal.....


Just saying....

My dad the Friendly Creep!

So I’m sitting in my parent’s bed watching "Leap year" with my Dad.
His phone dings.
"Hmm that’s interesting" he muses
"Who is it Dad"
"Idk. It says "Hi is this josh? -Megs"
""Hmm."
I have by now lost interest. Silly me thinks my father will ignore it or say "No, wrong number."
But of course my over friendly Father has other plans....
He begins to text back, saying out loud what he types“No this is.."
"Dad! Don't give them your name. You don't know who it is."

Why on Earth is the 18 year old having to remind the 43 ( 44?) year old about safety???? Anyway...
"Oh... I will just give my first name."
“No dad..."
" Fine.."
Once more he begins to text, saying out loud what he is typing
" No this is not Josh, Who is this?"
"DAD!!!!!!!!!!"
"What?!?!?! I want to know who it is."
"Well obviously it's "Megs".... BUT that's such a stalker thing to do!!!"
I maybe then made some snide remark about him being born in the late 60's making him feel the need to have the spirit of free love, peace and open friendly-ness to strangers....
But my remark made no difference.
He asked her who it was anyways..... My Dad the Friendly Creep.....

FRiends are like cheese. I have no clue why.

Right now I am lonely....
I want o go and out and see people!
BUt all of my people are far away in UTah
Hmmm.... SO it gets me to thinking about friends and why a girl like me loves/needs/cherishes them.
ShoppingbuddyMa'am/SirsCarrotheads
Fishyfaceshugskissestoolaislemovienights
textsphonecallslagooninsidejokesfreshfries
watercupssnickerscheesepizzapopcorn
skanksgushersmusiccarridesducksponds
sprinklerswalksvodorosespictureswhinning
laughteryellinginsultskindnessrunningyoga downwarddogeyelinerKillersipodsbass cowboyscorkypumpkinsdreams
pantsframescomputersemailchocolate
pigsturtlesfowlofthewaterdoodles
pensnailpolishsnowhatsscarfscoats
cookoutsfirecheifs


Oh and there is so much more......